~preconceivednotion

im ryan. i live in my head. no one ever knows what im thinking. cuz i hardly ever tell them... if you dont know me, ill tell you anything. if you do know me, i wont ever have to tell you much...

i dont actually know who i am, or even who i want to be... but i am always finding people that i want to be like...

i am constantly trying to change who i am inside... but usually give up and just change who i am on the outside... a new haircut equals one more dream that ive given up on...

i am a hypocrite.

im always so focused on the past and the future, that i just end up causing damage to both by wasting the present.

i love music because i enjoy seeing the world through someone elses eyes...

i dont know for sure how i feel, but i love the way that these minstrels describe it for me...

i love art because i love the escape from reality...

it makes me smile to see a chunk of my mind posing in plain view for everyone to see....

i believe that no matter what i am thinking or feeling, those same thoughts and emotions already exist, or have existed in someone elses mind...

nothing that i have ever felt is unique to just me...

everything that i am, everything that i want to be, every pain, joy, question, answer, every hope, dream, wish.....

they are all just preconceived notions.